recently we discussed Karen Carpenter in a couple of threads..I was going to send Rob a book on her illness..however I cant part with the book yet..I need it..
Over the past couple of months Annorexia has come into my life..Ive been fighting it as best as I can but I need proffessional help..Luckily through reading that wonderful book twice over the years I have an understanding of my illness..pain,sadness and grief Ive never come to terms with has manifested in this way..
can you guys say a prayer for me? im seeing doctors this week and Im determined to lick this thing...nobody in hometown knows I dont want any attention I just want to understand why my mind is doing this to my body..Im a survivor and faced some real lows..but as I write this my body is shaking..i had a couple of good days where I made myself eat this week..but today it came back with a vengenance we had a terrible earthquake here in New Zealand and Ive listened to the most harrowing three days of radio reports our country is in turmoil and I need your support I dont want to be ill I want to healthy
Nomis
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